alexis tan

Tomorrow is another day..

2011-10-03T18:48:00.002+08:00

So smile and be positive. Good things will come your way. :)

The truth.

2011-09-27T17:14:00.001+08:00

I love you so much, too much. And I still do.
I'm sorry and I hope one day you will find it in your heart to forgive me.

2011-08-07T22:38:00.001+08:00

forever in hope.

2011-08-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

說好的幸福呢?

EXAMS

2011-08-04T01:59:00.000+08:00

So, I have 5 subjects this semester.

Malaysian Taxation
Business Law
Organisational Behaviour
International Managerial Accounting
Moral

It's been a while..

2011-08-01T02:04:00.002+08:00

Hello blog, long time no type.
Many things have been going on lately. I know I rarely ever blog, but I tweet, so I guess I'm micro blogging so to say?
Anyways, have been thinking lately, finally decided I should blog more even though I always say so and still end up not doing it. Should stop this habit of mine.

Update soon. :)

iPhone>Blackberry. Why?

2011-06-03T18:00:00.004+08:00

Everything is faster. i.e: Twitter refreshes damn fast as compared to BB, more user friendly(and because it is touch screen you can scroll up and down your timeline like nobody's business and ignore the ones you're not interested in, also Foursquare is shit on BB, so damn slow).
Everything is BIGGER. well, duh.
Faster processor.
More apps and better no doubt. Blackberry apps are shit and damn expensive.
Jailbreak-able. (practically all apps can get for free)
Casing can get anywhere.
Text and call for free. (Whatsapp & Viber which are made for iPhone)
No need to put much pressure on your thumbs while texting cause it's touch screen and the qwerty keypad for iPhone is the bomb if you know how to work your way around it.
Even if you decide to sell your iPhone in the future people will still want it and the price almost never drops too low because of the value.
All in one, better camera, iTunes, picture editing, save money in the long run.

p.s: this is solely on my personal opinion and preference others may differ but i'm quite sure most people agree. then again some people like hard/non-touch screen keypads?

Reality

2011-05-05T01:40:00.001+08:00

And then it got to me.

i'm on your radar

2011-03-24T14:50:00.001+08:00

zz

2011-03-14T00:51:00.001+08:00

2wenty.

2011-03-06T22:41:00.001+08:00

All in all my twentieth birthday was happily spent with my boyfriend, closest friends and family.
Had all my favourites.
Salmon sashimi, crab eggs, tiramisu etc.
Think of it also happy (^.^)

Foi baked me cupcakes :D
it's so yummy, I got sick the next day cause of the chocolates,yum.

Old but young at heart. Haha.
I need to act more like an adult. No jokes.

xxxxx

I'll just watch

2011-02-27T22:13:00.001+08:00

As you slowly fade away from my life.
No use saying much, it'll just be a waste of time. All I can say is, try to get some real friends.

give & take

2011-01-13T00:39:00.002+08:00

how do you know when it's ever enough? when to stop?
or you simply can't because you can't see yourself living life with anything short of complicated?

lets flaa-aaah-aaaiiii

2011-01-09T20:52:00.002+08:00

New Year Resolutions

2011-01-02T21:32:00.001+08:00

;

- To be a better person.

- Study harder/smarter.

- Save money.

is it love or is it art?

2010-12-20T16:14:00.004+08:00

when it feels so right but it is so wrong.

;

one of the greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.

Where do we go from here?

2010-12-16T19:52:00.001+08:00

:/
:s
:o

Embrace It.

2010-12-13T17:07:00.003+08:00

First of all, i'm sorry for cutting you off Hair.

*heartbreak*

I just wanna say,

blogging doesn't mean you have to include pictures at every single post.
You just simply blog. Write whatever you want, do whatever you want with it. It's your blog. But it's up to others to decide whether you're good or not at whatever it is you're blogging because at the end of the day, it's the "hits" some care about. Then again, some probably wouldn't care less and just go with their own rhythm.

p.s: i want my hair back.

humming ;

2010-12-11T17:04:00.001+08:00

i don't want another pretty face, i don't want just anyone to hold,

i don't want my love to go to waste, i want you and your beautiful soul.

Yes,,

2010-12-09T23:25:00.000+08:00

this is my face.

Sushi, Sashimi ; Love.

2010-12-06T17:56:00.001+08:00

dirty laundry//

2010-12-06T04:25:00.003+08:00

& all there's left is the "what ifs".
& sometimes you stay up all night thinking of "the could-have-beens".
& sometimes it's not that simple.
& sometimes it's just complicated.
& sometimes, this is life.
Memories will linger.
;

It is an ongoing journey.
Enjoy with least regrets as possible.

decembuh

2010-12-01T18:19:00.001+08:00

DECEMBUUUUUUHHHHHH

Current Read

2010-11-12T15:10:00.001+08:00

A change.

2010-11-11T23:55:00.002+08:00

Did a few adjustments to my colour scheme and,

my blog title colour is now, green :D

me love.

Appreci8

2010-10-28T19:47:00.002+08:00

;

Appreciate what you have right now because they are others that are/might be dreaming to be you. To have, what you have. You might think what you have is nothing, but it could be everything to them.

So stop feeling sorry for yourself, start opening your eyes and be grateful for your life.

Don't H8, Appreci8!

picture update.

2010-10-22T21:37:00.003+08:00

I am very proud of my fish tail braid,
finally learned how to do it ♥

piiiinkkk

lovely♥

99♥♥♥

♥

2010-10-14T21:10:00.002+08:00

Your emotions are the slaves to your thoughts, and you are the slave to your emotions. -Elizabeth Gilbert

when i have a cat

2010-10-12T23:36:00.004+08:00

it'll be named,

name: ao
last name: mi

chinese name: mi ao.

english name: miao.

Miao Mi Ao.

♥

"dutty dutty dutty love" ♥

2010-10-05T17:44:00.004+08:00

nawwww my manda piee!!!

2010-09-21T22:38:00.003+08:00

Feeling Ambitious!

2010-09-16T21:50:00.005+08:00

I often get a certain motivation to do many things for a period of time, and then the feeling just goes away after a while. I get sidetracked and my attention goes to other things, other unimportant things.
You see, i don't like this. I actually have a very high expectation of myself. I want to be a lot of things, i want to be able to do many things. I want to be skillful, knowledgeable, aware of things happening around me.
And then without that dose of motivation i will just drift to a side and get lost in my unproductiveness. I don't like this! I got to buck up!
I want to be successful in life, i want to be happy with myself. I do not want to let myself down, i don't want to regret not doing things that i should have done and could have done.
I am sick and tired of being so unproductive and procrastinating. I need to organize my life and set my priorities right.

So, may this be the start.
Good luck alexis, you can do it!

peekaboo

2010-09-14T02:23:00.000+08:00

hey yo,listen.

2010-09-10T19:56:00.002+08:00

it's just a big constant sigh.

just be careful. don't want to tell you "i warned you" in the future.

Say What?

2010-09-01T21:21:00.002+08:00

So, you see, i don't get how some people can literally have "NO LIFE" and bug people just so they can spice up their rather dull, unentertaining, boring (the list goes on) life.

Let me go into detail on "bug".

- Start out a false rumor.

- Type silly shit on Formspring. ( google if you don't know what formspring is and if you don't know how to use it. Or,you can just shoot yourself. )

I mean, do i look like a person that has time for your shit?

I know i can easily ignore all this but i just feel like voicing out and to speak for myself.
You can stop reading and leave if you have a problem with that.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

i bust the windows of your car.

2010-08-31T23:13:00.003+08:00

i'd probably always have these ugly scars,

but right now i don't care about that part.

Step Up 3D for the second time today. Sat on the 3rd row and my neck was close to breaking!Eff.

;

Manda pie back in 3days♥

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I really wished i really busted the windows of your cars. I'd feel so much better.

This pain will never go away. But in time, maybe it will.

Forever in hope.

you're leaving me.

2010-08-20T22:37:00.004+08:00

In life, you must learn to JUST LIVE WITH IT & MOVE THE FUCK ON.

My favourite Love Quotes

2010-08-20T18:44:00.005+08:00

;

"In my wildest dreams, you always play the hero. In my darkest hour of night, you rescue me, you save my life."

-Bliss and Cerney

"In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities."
-Janos Arney

"The more I give to thee, the more I have, for both are infinite."
-William Shakespeare

"My heart is ever at your service."
-William Shakespeare

"Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired."
-Mark Twain

;

2010-08-15T17:05:00.002+08:00

This is real.
Take a chance and don't ever look back.

Lets Not..

2010-08-15T15:45:00.000+08:00

Jump into conclusions, shall we?

黃威爾《愛與不愛》网路版

2010-08-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

Seriously.

2010-08-11T22:40:00.002+08:00

I really miss you. I can't stand us not being friends.

Why won't you confront me or want to hear what I have to say?

But if all things have a reason, then i guess it is just too bad.
Suck it up alexis. This is life.

can i please have your attention, please

2010-08-08T14:08:00.000+08:00

ALEXIS TAN.

fat .

2010-07-18T20:20:00.003+08:00

i got to stop eating & drinking so much milky tea. gah.

"Commerce is a division of trade or production which deals with the exchange of goods and services from producer to final consumer OR commerce is the exchange of goods and services from the point of production to the point of consumption to satisfy human wants."

-Wikipedia

erm, ok.

2010-07-16T00:41:00.004+08:00

Sleep is my lover now,

my forgetting,

my opiate,

my oblivion.

So... Oh well.

2010-07-12T22:06:00.001+08:00

Maybe in a way i did help.
Hate me for all i care, as long as it makes you happy.
I'm done with justifying myself to you.
Believe what you wanna believe.
All i can do is watch, now.

kthanxbai.

2010-05-31T20:34:00.002+08:00

baby are down down down down down :))

irregular heartbeat.

2010-05-28T03:36:00.003+08:00

Cuz you're the one who makes me cry
You would never ever save me
All your words are full of lies
You're not the one I wanna marry

Cuz baby can't you see
We're just a fantasy
There's nothing we can do
We're not the perfect two

We're not the perfect two
We're not the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're not the perfect two

2010-05-24T20:37:00.000+08:00

Caught in a bad romance.

2010-05-19T22:56:00.001+08:00

ROARRRRRRRRRRR

(:

2010-05-12T19:56:00.001+08:00

Daniel

how often u update your blog wan oh

7:42pmMe

when i feel like it baby

7:42pmDaniel

LOL

bah, like that i lazy check

7:43pmMe

ish ish

i update k (:

hey baby what's your game

2010-05-09T17:51:00.003+08:00

IT
Business Maths
Business English
Business Accounting
Microeconomics

Subs for this sem..

2010-05-05T22:35:00.002+08:00

i think i like business math.
:D

hmmmm.
i need to take more pictures.
&
blog more..

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hello College

2010-05-03T20:53:00.002+08:00

good luck alexis

;

!!!

2010-04-28T04:05:00.001+08:00

on cloud 9 ~

pictchaz.

2010-04-25T15:59:00.002+08:00

aiyoooo~~

my Mount K shaped bun (:

sunsets .

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2010-04-25T05:09:00.002+08:00

hey, i put some new shoes on and suddenly everything's right.

LIVIN'

2010-04-24T05:40:00.002+08:00

RANT MAXX

2010-04-22T02:03:00.005+08:00

But, but..

Nobody gives a fuck can't you see?

I'm even taking my time to post this because i feel it's worth my while to express this frustration. because it's my fakkin blog. pui.

fucku. ew. you're such a noob. feel sry for u.

sucha waste of my time but whatodo. beh tahan.

why are people so full of themselves sometimes???
But you, YOU.. too much.

No self-dignity at all.

Seriously.

Someone is shitting themself with the same shit. HAHAHA. LMFAO.ROFFL.

GO DIE.

***

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

:]]

feel better now.

Date Night was so funny!!!

driving tmrw :3

;

2010-04-22T00:46:00.001+08:00

The harder the battle

The sweeter the victory.

-Bob Marley

2010-04-19T19:40:00.006+08:00

丁噹-我愛他

蔡旻佑-小乖乖

;;;

2010-04-18T05:11:00.004+08:00

Trying to update my blog a little.
Widgets,links, layout. The whole template shit.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Craving strawberry ice cream.

Blog posts have been quite emo lately.
Oh well, life goes on.

peace.

When all else fails...

2010-04-18T04:21:00.007+08:00

Do nothing.

TQ

2010-04-17T20:00:00.004+08:00

Thanks for the email.

Much appreciated.

"Change". Yes, YOU can!

- Obama

Numb.

2010-04-17T19:24:00.002+08:00

So... What now?

Urgh.

I know what i did was wrong, very wrong. Disgustingly wrong. I feel so dirty.

But the heart wants what the heart wants and i need to use my brain more.

How can i fix this?

I don't wanna lose my friendd that i sayang :((((

ok, chill pill.

****

I want blue contacts.

On replay.

2010-04-16T05:01:00.002+08:00

Tae Yang - Wedding Dress

Park Bom - You & I

;

2010-04-16T04:59:00.002+08:00

Guess i was thinking too much.

2010-04-13T04:43:00.001+08:00

All of your love, was all that i needed.

- Hellogoodbye

whispers hello i miss you quite terribly.

2010-04-12T03:31:00.002+08:00

short.

beach. x

sexci.

haihx. my hair. wish it could always be like this :(

sunset

2010-04-03T18:49:00.001+08:00

April 3rd 2010, 18:30hrs.

oh, lovelyy.

2010-03-29T01:41:00.010+08:00

In the quiet stillness that is my mind

My eyes adjust to your sun-kissed face

Can't stop, Won't stop

Thinking

About my lips melting unto yours

I could romance you

You could hide it from the prying eyes of the world

Our off-handed glances will meet in the whites of your eyes

Keying piano minuets into the palms of your hands

Playing soft songs that sing your name

As the snowflakes quietly fall around us.

- Anonymous

♥

:)

2010-03-28T14:11:00.001+08:00

2010-03-25T01:32:00.002+08:00

It's more than that.

Speechless

2010-03-23T02:03:00.002+08:00

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless so speechless

And I'll never love again,
Oh friend you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

*Some men may follow me

But you choose any girl but me
Why you so speechless? Oh oh ohhhh.

-Lady Gaga

blahh.

2010-03-16T19:30:00.001+08:00

i really should blog more :/

CNY

2010-02-15T03:31:00.004+08:00

hey hey !

Happy CNY :D
Day 1 was good, good. Got to meet with friends & relatives <3
(And uh, it's Valentines Day. So overrated.pfft.)
Watched the movie Valentines Day. Taylor Swift plays a bimbo. Was quite funny :)

I wore black today :O
red flats <3 :)

Oh, and i have this new widget below my twitter widget. It's my fishies. Shooo cute! U click it and like, fishh food pops out and the fishes will go eat em', they also follow yr mouse arnd :D
Love it!

Tmrw, DAY 2! :D:D:D:D:D

lots of love,
alexis ;)

gd morning :)

2010-02-11T06:48:00.002+08:00

my favourite song to sing

2010-02-08T02:27:00.003+08:00

yes, i know i have not been blogging for ages.

I'm done with my resume!
yay.

I haven't been tumblr-ing in a while. So happy to finally be on tumblr again :D

Chinese new year is coming! I am excited (:

****
Pictures

My dad & i :D

Butter biscuit!

My cute niece, Eva.

My long lost twin, Shanna Cheah. <3

itch.

2010-01-04T01:06:00.002+08:00

NO NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS.

Happy Twenty Ten.

2010-01-02T03:49:00.003+08:00

The new year has approached :)

HAPPY NEW YEARS everyoneee !!

it's been a while.

2009-12-30T01:02:00.005+08:00

2009 is coming to an end,
let's make it a year to remember... what's left of it that is.

X'mas wasn't too bad.
My brother got straight A's for PMR, very proud and happy for him.

Damn,, i need to blog more.

Anyways,, pictures!!

Fay & i at the White Party.

Baby you'll be famous,

2009-10-19T21:25:00.006+08:00

chase you down until you love me, papa, papa razzi ♥

Photo Update.

2009-09-25T15:44:00.007+08:00

Starbucks. Ice Bar. Grandma visit.

hi foiiiii

2009-09-01T23:12:00.001+08:00

The Play.

2009-08-29T12:44:00.002+08:00

Lately..

2009-08-25T21:08:00.004+08:00

cp with foi. ( our favourite drink from yoyo ).
chocolate milky tea with pearls :D

Sun has set, too late alexis... but the colours are beautiful :)

CB chocolate chip cookie. scrumptious.

new edit.

2009-08-10T14:17:00.002+08:00

on replay - i wanna i wanna i wanna touch you, you wanna touch me too.

2009-08-08T22:53:00.003+08:00

100th post

i shall follow you <3

Outlook hazy.

2009-08-08T22:01:00.002+08:00

my turn.

2009-08-01T19:24:00.004+08:00

My nose is about to fall off! Down with the flu. gahhh. Been sneezing the whole afternoon.
So i was coughing last night, then i had a sore throat this morning,, and now my nose is acting up on me.
ANNND,
NO, i don't have H1N1 la please. It doesn't HAVE to be H1N1 if you got the flu. jeez.

Hair Straightener fromm LYNN- long awaited!

i'll post up before and after pics next time ^^

xoooxoooooooooo.
live it up live it up.

come on baby we ain't gonna live forever.

2009-07-27T19:09:00.002+08:00

Stop.
Don't go away,
Don't go to waste.

It's Real.

2009-07-08T21:50:00.002+08:00

Taken in Kinabalu Park, lobby somewhere..

xxx

MJ's memorial service got me cryinnnn.

Went to work with swollen eyes. 0.0

xxx

Note to self: Take more pictures.

2009-07-07T20:13:00.002+08:00

Why are some ppl so lame?
SO FRUSTRATING OH.
Even chocolate isn't working.

***
lynn sent parcel for me today! yayy.
i'm so excited. love her to bits.
***

Work is so fun. Especially when the ppl you are working with are all nice and fun! :D
Working in starbucks is never a drag.
Grease trap only la. But syok also..
Which is kinda disturbing :p:p
hahaha.i'm so weird and funny i know XP

peace out sailors.

2009-06-28T13:45:00.001+08:00

Don't you know?
I wanna touch your soul.

Wondergirls English Version, FINALLY =D

2009-06-28T12:17:00.003+08:00

♥♥♥

Kinabalu Lodge Stay

2009-06-13T17:03:00.002+08:00

So, i just got back from a 2 Day 1 Night stay at the Kinabalu Lodge chalet.
I stayed in the same chalet about a year ago. But, did not take as many pictures the last time.
Anywho, here they are!
For more pictures, kindly visit my Picasa Web Albums :)
CLICK ME :)

7sumtin in the morning.
-View from chalet entrance-

***

Live life to the fullest.

Appreciate WHAT YOU HAVE NOW.

BE H a p p y :)

Lately.

2009-06-09T22:52:00.012+08:00

While walking down from the the top of Bukit Padang hill yesterday with My Dad,Uncle Terrence and Brother. We used yet another route down(there is a few).
The route we took was like this rock climbing route.
So while walking down with brother and Uncle Terrence at the front-always, then my dad and then me.

( Dad at the back of me)
Alexis: yerrr! the lalang kena my leg oh!(lalang means weeds in malay. it's sharp and it makes you itch OK)
Dad: yerr! the wind kena my hand! ( mock me- HAHA)

*
I want to post pics i took at Bukit Padang yesterday but phone usb cable not with me :(

*
I took the public bus the first time alone today!
My road to independence started today :)
Starbucks is such a fun working environment. So excited on training and etc.

*
Went to STAR hotel last took a bunch of pics. Will post to Picasa when i have time.
Some is already on my facebook.

Anywho,, i'll post a few up here now :)

xxx

For some reason, i can't upload the Jolin pic here.
I tried numerous times.
Oh well, blogger dunn like it. haha.

xxx

The second hand will catch us, like it always does,like it always does.
-Story of The Year

X O X O

Jolin

2009-06-05T09:11:00.005+08:00

To 1B again today!

NO, i am NOT Jolin's biggest fan.

People keep asking me.. " U like Jolin meh? "

Excuse me, i can't go to meet my friends one meh??

Since so many people are going. It's just convenient to meet friends.

Cause some of 'em are Fans.

WHOA!

Anddd, eventhough they'll be tonnes of crazy fans there,

They'll be at the centre atrium OK?!

Of course other places in 1b la but mostly at the friggin centre atrium.

The others without tics would definitely be upstairs looking down or sumtin.

CONCLUSION IS,

I go because I just WANT to go.

&& Nicole's getting her pay cheque.

SO THERE!

* this pic is all arnd 1b ==

Inspire me.

2009-06-04T20:57:00.009+08:00

Lately...

I have been having driving lessons.

I drove.. On the ROAD. Still seems surreal to me.

Been going to Wisma Merdeka & 1Borneo these past few days.

ANDD i went jogging at Bukit Padang :D

I had to climb up the hill. It's like the Miley Cyrus song( i went to watch Hannah Montana the movie just now- ha HA)

I think my stamina is not that bad since i don't have any muscle aches from it ;)

***

I hate it;

I hate you.

Hate is a strong word.

***

PICTURES.

KL PICZ.

2009-06-02T11:59:00.002+08:00

peace out.

x o